May 2010
32 posts
Been on my mind
I miss my idiot .
“No matter how hard it gets, stick your chest out, keep your head up and handle...”
– Tupac Shakur
Gaaah
Going cherry picking in brentwood, I’m like dead -___- i needa rest . My head is throbbing . On the bright side, Im with jill & my mom (: I’ll be goood .
Dadadada .
I want to be that person that influenced you to be yer best and excel in everything you desire to try . I want you to remember me years from now that I was that one person who made an impact in yer life, who helped changed yer views so our future generation has more opportunities than us . I want you to remember me as an independent woman who has potential and ambition to everything she tries...
Morning
My day started off early because I wanted to eat breakfast with my mom, but until she got home I read . We started eating and talking about graduation and making plans to do during the summer . When we were talking about my cousins graduating she brought up my second oldest brother, Nick . He was suppose to be graduating this year . My mom broke into tears . My brother, Nick, died when he was a...
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Yesterday was fun . Went to school played volleyball during P.E. Robert& Fariz crack me up . Fariz brought up some old memories from eighth grade I forgot about, it was nice to reminisce about it . Geometry final was a complete drag . After school, caught up with people said our goodbyes & went to Nina’s . Haha, I’m delusional every time I go there . Then we were walking to...
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Tomorrow is my last day being a freshman& my last day attending Kimball .
It’s official my sophomore year is going to be at West High .
Lalalalaloove
Fuck studying, going to stoneridge with my manangs (:
Ohmygosh,
I just listened to American Boy & I havent heard that song since 7th grade when we all did the talent show (: Haha, wow . The memories .
Lalala .
Woke up @ 6:45 . Hella early -__- I usually wake up at 7-7:15 . Got ready& went to school . Went to the library nothing out of the ordinary . First period; got tests back . Third; Watched GLEE (: Hahaha, I love my girls & Amir& Taylor they make the class fuunaay . 5th I finally gave Tiara her note; talked to her for a bit& copied notes& I needa do my study guide or at least...
Today .
Ima keep my head up . I had a bad night, didn’t feel like talking to anyone . Haven’t had a day like that since January ? maan . Ima text my manang Julz today, to apologize for my doings . Ima finish my art final& act like everything’s okay today . I don’t want to go to school, I just want to stay home and keep to myself . I guess this how you feel after you bottle...
Tiara .
I decided I’m giving you you’re note tomorrow or Thursday .
Pet peeves& thought+ rambling .
Pet peeves .
1) I hate when people mispronounce words . For example, “caramel” not “carmul” .
2) It annoys me when I was just texting someone then i decide to call him/her& him/her don’t even pick up . WHAT IS THAT ?! wasn’t yer phone just in yer hand ?! goodness.
3) When people call me ghetto; I am nothing close to that, thankyou .
4) When...
Aaah .
Currenty in art . I have to make up a bio test today w/ tiara . On the plus side I have no homework today (: I hope I do something after school . My art teacher is yelling at me . Oh well .
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Leaving to Livermore with my sister& mom .
Just a thought .
If the person you fell hardest for showed up at yer house cuhs he/she got kicked out, would let him/her in ?
Today
Woke up @ 8 to eat breakfast with mom . Then went back to sleep till 12 . Left the house at 3 to get starbucks . After, picked up manang allerie at Livermore . Went to great mall& ate jollibee. Then we went to stoneridge . Back to Livermore afterwards . Dropped off allerie after a bit . Drove back to Tracy . Conversates with other drivers x) then went home . & I’m about to do my...
Plans
Great mall with manangs Jill& Julz& Allerie . I’m feeling better . Hit me up .
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Yesterday, went to school . Boring like usual . The rally was a complete fail especially with those balloons & the fact that no one at my school has any type of spirit . Went home& then starbucks . After went to union city . Ate jollibee met up with friends . Took me to Hayward for a festival . It was so freezing . Me& Julz were wearing shorts! X) but, I borrowed my friends jacket . I...
Asthma .
Is acting up like crazy . Ima stay using my inhaler tonight -__- If it wasn’t for that stupid contract I wouldn’t be going to school tomorrow . Let’s see if I can make it through tomorrow .
Eeerg .
I’m sick, again ! I’m always sick . I hate coughing, my own fault though . Today was alright, nothing special happened . School was the same . & to my idiot sorry i didn’t send you the link to my other tumblr . I guess, I’m not ready to share my thoughts with you . I was gunna send it but I erased it after thinking about it . Lol, how did I know you’d read my...
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Had crap on my mind through the whole day .
Idiot .
When you read this, text me . I want to show you my private tumblr& this post I did the day after I actually got to know you .
May8
Just the fact that my day started around 1 am made my whole day (: thanks best, stay outta trouble . Ran errands with my manangs . @5 went to russels& rochelles birthday party, they turned 4& 2 . Hung out with faam til 10 something . Went out with my manangs to places . In n out though, lmao . That guy was straight up hilarious . Haven’t laughed that hard in sooo long . Came home...
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Today was way better than I expected it to be ! Met up w/ Nina& Stephanie in the morning, LMAO . We are doing notes in our phones kinda thaang . I started one for Nina& I’m doing Stephanie’s as I type (: Went swimming in the morning, oh goodness. It was so not the business . But I had fun ! Alfredo helped me learn how to float & Holland was nice enough to keep an...
Note .
Today is a new day; I need to keep my chin higher than my shoulders all day regardless of what happens . Last night was ehh, I saw it coming . I told myself not to let me fall hard -__- But, I was happy to see my idiot . My iphone charger wasnt in all way on my phone last night x) faaaail . Oh well, it will be fully charge by the time I have to leave for school . Swimming today ! aha,...
Forgot .
To add that there’s a family party on Saturday ! You know how it’s been since I’ve seen them ?! Not long but ! What about my little cousins x) I miss them even if they are extremly loud and what not (: maaan, my dads side use to have parties every single Saturday ! What happened ?!? Eh, & it’s not even the whole whole family anymore . It’s...
Raaaant .
School is retarded at the moment . Usually people slack off at the end of the school year but I think I’m the only one working my ass off to make up for being lazy in the begining of the quarter . I need to make sure I don’t repeat my classes for next year . I made a plan out with each of my teachers on what I have to do to pass the classes I have a low grade in or failing . I need to...
Chit chat
I didn’t go to school today; I’ll face the consequences . Yea, I know what I got myself into so when I go back to school tomorrow I don’t want to get lectures . Blah blah . I’m done with school, I’m not kidding . I’m bored . I wanna go out but everyones still at school .
Faacts thang .
One. I hate carrying stuff with me . I only like carrying around my phone...
Eeek .
I was so close to not going to school today but I have no choice anymore . I have to attend the remainder of the school year without anymore absences . I need to get my geometry grade up so bad . I hate having it 1st period . I always feel lazy or sleepy so I can’t pay attention . PE was eh . Spanish; I finished my homework . English was blah . 5th was arright & 6th didn’t do junk...
